Synopsis
I know everything about my younger self – preferences, aversions, helplessness, struggles, breakdowns, and every moment of ecstasy while losing myself before the mirror-aiming to evoke empathy and intrigue in readers interested in deep character exploration.
Reading Guide:
1. Shen Zhi is 28, Shen Jichuan is 18.
Older Shen (Shen Zhi) as top × Younger Shen (Shen Jichuan) as bottom
2. Perspectives are evenly distributed between top and bottom. The top, Shen Zhi, suffers from PTSD, hallucinations, and other mental disorders due to past trauma, managed by medication. The protagonist’s mental health reflects the author’s focus – avoid if sensitive to such themes.
3. Both older and younger Shen have character flaws at their respective stages. Criticizing either character equates to attacking the same person (?).
4. Narcissus fiction written for self-indulgence, featuring unconventional plot twists and dramatic developments. Avoid if easily triggered by intense or atypical narratives.
Striving to write sweet fiction with an HE ending, though the journey may contain bittersweet moments, aimed at inspiring hope and emotional investment in the story’s resolution.
6. Short story spanning approximately 100,000-200,000 characters.
7. The author writes diverse content. For the same subject matter, the choice between top/bottom perspective depends solely on which offers stronger sexual tension and aligns with the author’s preference. So that you know, readers with specific demands about perspective should avoid.
8. Those seeking casual relationships should avoid. Older Shen loves younger Shen with intense passion; younger Shen loves older Shen with obsessive passion. Their love is mutual and inseparable – no distinction in devotion.
When no one saves me, I shall save myself. The storm has ceased, the turbulent river has calmed, time flows backward, love overflows.
Content Tags: Forbidden Romance × Time Travel × Beautiful but Tragic × Calculated Seduction × Redemption
[Shen Zhi and Shen Jichuan against the night scene of prayer flags]
Additional Tags: Narcissus, Beautiful but Tragic, Mental Illness, Redemption, HE
One-line Summary: Cold, troubled male ghost × Sunny, healthy puppy
Theme: Fear neither the future nor the past.
